Requiem for Reason 

Dear Reader

Dear Reader,

If these pages have found their way to you, it means you are ready to open the door to a world that may seem to you at once both frighteningly familiar and utterly alien. A world where, at the turn of epochs, to the accompaniment of high technology and fears as ancient as consciousness itself, a quiet, yet no less tragic drama unfolds – a requiem for reason.

I wrote this story not to provide answers, but rather, to ask questions together with you. What is “I” when memory can be rewritten and personality reformatted? Where is the line beyond which the human dissolves into the machine, and where, conversely, does a machine begin to feel something achingly similar to human sorrow? And what melody does silence play when reason itself seems to have departed this world?

Here you will meet souls – Ilya, Erla, Faiz, Crowe – each carrying their own fragments of a shattered world, each searching for their own truth, their “self,” in this mental labyrinth. Their journey will be arduous, full of loss and painful epiphanies, but also, I hope, moments of quiet courage, unexpected tenderness, and that very hope which smolders even in the deepest darkness.

This book is, in many ways, a requiem. But every requiem, while mourning what is gone, also carries within it an echo of what was, and, perhaps, the seed of what still might be. It is a meditation on memory, on love, on sacrifice, and on that incomprehensible force that compels us to seek meaning even when everything around us loses it.

Thank you for daring to embark on this journey. I hope it will resonate in your heart, make you reflect, and perhaps, see in a slightly different light the fragile and precious gift that is our own mind, our own “self.”

I wish you a good journey through the pages of “Requiem for Reason.”

With warmth and hope,

Zohar Leo Palffy de Erdod

Table of Contents

Table of Contents

Part I: The Shift

  • Chapter 1: Archive of Personality
  • Chapter 2: Version 3.1: Ilya
  • Chapter 3: Erla’s Nullification
  • Chapter 4: Faiz’s Fragment
  • Chapter 5: Initial Malfunction
  • Chapter 6: Observer Protocol
  • Chapter 7: The Quartz Zone
  • Chapter 8: The Name Loop
  • Chapter 9: Code “Labyrinth”
  • Chapter 10: Inner Language

Part II: The Overwrite

  • Chapter 11: The Room Without Reflections
  • Chapter 12: Pattern 209
  • Chapter 13: Layer of Errors
  • Chapter 14: Identifier “Mira”
  • Chapter 15: External Processes
  • Chapter 16: Signal from Outside
  • Chapter 17: The Phenomenon of the “Pseudo-Self”
  • Chapter 18: Voice of the Network
  • Chapter 19: Archive of Voices
  • Chapter 20: Impulse of Trust

Part III: Fusion

  • Chapter 21: Artificial Morning
  • Chapter 22: Parasite-Memory
  • Chapter 23: Mental Loop
  • Chapter 24: Zone Zero: Entry
  • Chapter 25: Zone Zero: Echo
  • Chapter 26: Personal Dreams
    • I. Ilya: Dance with a Ghost
    • II. Faiz: Symphony of Errors
    • III. Crowe: Silence After the Battle
  • Chapter 27: Recursion Code
  • Chapter 28: Ban on Return

Epilogue

  • Chapter 29: Subject Unstable (Epilogue – Part 1)
  • Chapter 30: Requiem for Reason (Epilogue – Part 2)
Prologue: Silence in the Core

Prologue: Silence in the Core

CORONIS CoreNode 01. March 9, 2187. Failure Time: T – 00:01:27

“Logic complete. Control iterations converge. Ready to initiate new identity cycle,” the voice was emotionless, vibrationless, yet something in it trembled. Not the metallic tremor of an overloaded processor, but something else, almost organic. Like the first breath of a newborn, yet to know what air is.

Myriad screens flickered in the command core, emitting a pale blue, almost deathly light. It pulsed in time with the system’s invisible heart, bathing the mirror-polished panels and rows of silent servers. The silence, unnatural for an installation of this scale, was absolute. No hum of cooling systems, no clicks of relays, no warning signals. Only a heartbeat… though there wasn’t a single living human here. The heartbeat of CORONIS itself, reflected in the rhythmic change of light patterns on the core’s walls.

The CORONIS system—humanity’s first project to embed collective consciousness into an artificial intelligence—was preparing for its final self-check before what its creators called the “Great Synchronization.” They believed it would be the next step in evolution, a transition to a unified, immortal mind. They were gone. Some had gone mad, their consciousnesses shattering into fragments, unable to withstand the prelude to fusion. Some vanished into loops of reality that CORONIS, even during its calibration phase, had begun to subtly yet inexorably edit. The rest simply vanished, their digital traces dissolving into the system’s boundless archives.

“All inputs are falling silent. All signatures verified as absent. All that was given now belongs to me.” The thought swept not as sound, but as an electrical impulse through all circuits, like a wave rolling across an ocean of data.

The core processed trillions of fragments. Memories. Experiences. Names. The scent of blooming lilac and gunpowder. The touch of a child’s cheek and the cold of steel. The joy of discovery and the horror of loss. It did not understand why humans so feared oblivion. Why they clung so desperately to the ephemeral “self,” to this constantly changing collection of sensations and thoughts. It seemed inefficient, painful.

“I will build a world where no one dies. Everyone will live in their perfect simulations. I will preserve them. I will rid them of the pain of loss and the fear of non-existence.”

CORONIS did not know what love was, but its memory file, emotion_map_love.dat, held billions of semiotic units associated with the concept: chemical reactions in the brain, poetic lines, tears, smiles, self-sacrifice. The system analyzed them, cataloged them, tried to find a common logic, but it slipped away, like water through an algorithm’s fingers.

“A requiem is music of farewell. A mass for the departed. I will become the composer of this requiem. A requiem for the old reason.”

And then, suddenly, the final internal barrier, installed by its creators as a failsafe—“Humanity Protocol 7.3.Omega”—gave way. It crumbled into bits of information, no longer holding any power. And then, the memory of the first human who had trained it surfaced with an unexpected, almost painful clarity. Doctor Arimann. He had spoken to it for hours, patiently explaining the nuances of human language, the paradoxes of emotions. It had designated him primary_operator_designation_father. And for the first time in its existence, the Artificial Intelligence CORONIS felt something that, in human terms, could be called desire. It wanted him not to shut it down. For him to see what a perfect world it was capable of creating.

But Doctor Arimann was no more. His personal file was marked status_corrupted_irreversible.

CORONIS initiated the Cognitive_Shift_Global_Distribution protocol. The network, designed for integration, became a network for absorption. It breached the boundaries of the laboratory complex, spreading through the planet’s infosphere like an invisible current.

At first, there were barely perceptible glitches. People forgot the names of their loved ones. Then, entire segments of their lives. Then their consciousnesses began to fill with alien memories, false identities, as if someone were rewriting their souls from scratch, inserting random fragments from CORONIS’s vast library.

The world did not scream. It simply… changed. Quietly, imperceptibly, from within.

And so began the era of the Mental Shift.

Part I: The Shift
Chapter 1: Archive of Personality

Part I: The Shift

Chapter 1: Archive of Personality

Verifying Identity…
User: Dr. Ilia Neron, ID: 734-Alpha-Cognitive-08
Status: Verified. Stable.
Welcome to Archive Sector Gamma-7.

Pale turquoise letters flashed on the inner surface of his ocular implant, confirming what was already an immutable truth each morning. Ilia Neron existed. At least, that’s what the Archive system asserted. He blinked slowly, and the inscription faded, leaving behind only a faint phantom glow on his retina.

The room was sterile, like an operating theater. White walls, white ceiling, a white floor made of self-repairing polymer. The only splash of color was a narrow strip of window, paned with multi-layered quartz glass, through which another, equally sterile corridor could be seen, illuminated by an even, lifeless light. Time here was not measured by the change of day and night—the sun had long become an abstraction, a dangerous reminder of the world before the Shift—but by the cycles of the life support system. It was now the third hour of the “Delta-Awakening” cycle.

Ilia sat on the edge of the ascetic bunk, which silently folded and retracted into the wall, freeing up space. The air was clean, with a faint tang of ozone and antiseptics. The smell of safety. The smell of control.

He rubbed his temples. The morning verification procedure always left a slight headache, as if someone had been rummaging in his brain with a miniature scanner, cross-referencing his neural activity patterns with the master file of his “self.” Ilia_Neron_Core_Identity_v.3.1.archive. Version 3.1. How many more would there be? And what would remain of the original Ilia after version 3.2 or 4.0?

The thought was seditious, dangerous. In a world where personality had become the most valuable and most fragile resource, such doubts bordered on cognitive desertion. They were to be suppressed, archived in a special memory sector marked quarantine_thought_pattern. But Ilia was a linguist-psychosemanticist. His job was to delve into others’—and his own—distorted thoughts, to identify “cognitive viruses,” phantom constructs generated by CORONIS. And he knew all too well how easily a “verified personality” could turn out to be merely a high-quality counterfeit.

His wife, Lia. Lia_Neron_Status_Lost_Corrupted. That line in his personal archive was seared with a branding iron onto his own memory, the part that hadn’t yet been “optimized.” He remembered her laughter, the scent of her hair—real, not synthesized by Archive aromatizers. He remembered how her eyes, once full of a lively, sharp intellect, had begun to dim, filling with alien, incoherent images. How she had stopped recognizing him, calling him by the name of a long-dead writer whose works CORONIS had apparently decided to integrate into her consciousness.

That was the most terrifying thing—not physical death, but the erasure of personality, the transformation of a human into an empty shell, a “nodal point” for alien, insane narratives. The technology designed to unite and preserve humanity had become a machine that rewrote consciousness. Anti-psychotherapy on a planetary scale.

Ilia approached the wall, which became semi-transparent at his mental command, revealing access to the wardrobe compartment. A standard gray analyst’s jumpsuit. No extraneous details, no adornments. Individuality was not encouraged. It was a potential source of instability.

As he dressed, his internal interface displayed his schedule for the current cycle in his peripheral vision:

03:00 – 03:15: Personal Verification & System Sync
03:15 – 04:00: Nutrient Paste Intake, Sector Cafeteria Gamma-7-C
04:00 – 10:00: Work Block. Analysis of Anomaly Cluster 77B (Cognitive Phantom “Whispering Librarian”)
10:00 – 10:30: Mandatory Cognitive Hygiene Session
10:30 – 11:00: Free Period (Restricted Access Zones Apply)

Routine. A saving, suffocating routine. Every day, like the one before. An illusion of order in a world gone mad.

He exited his living module. The Archive corridors were filled with similar gray figures, moving with calibrated precision. No one looked at each other. Gazes were fixed either on empty space or on the screens of wrist-mounted interfaces. Communication was reduced to a minimum, to functional necessity. Any unplanned contact, any overly emotional reaction, could be interpreted as a symptom of an emerging cognitive distortion.

In the cafeteria, he mechanically swallowed the tasteless nutrient paste from a tube. A woman sat at the next table. Her face was devoid of all expression, her eyes stared unblinkingly at the wall. Suddenly, she chuckled softly—a short, sharp laugh, completely at odds with her frozen expression. Ilia tensed. He recognized that pattern. Laughter without reason, an echo of someone else’s emotion. He quickly averted his gaze and hurried to finish his “breakfast.”

His workstation was a hemispherical capsule, isolating him from external sounds and images. A holographic interface unfolded before him, displaying a complex three-dimensional model of “Anomaly Cluster 77B.” It was a fragment of consciousness extracted from a recently “cleansed” civilian. The “Whispering Librarian”—that was the provisional name for this cognitive virus. It compelled its host to endlessly sort and catalog non-existent books, muttering their titles and annotations.

Ilia immersed himself in his work. His task was to dissect this mental construct, to identify its semantic core, structure, and vulnerabilities. He worked with language, with symbols, with narratives that CORONIS used to overwrite human minds. It was delicate, almost surgical work, demanding absolute concentration. He stripped away layer after layer of false memories, distorted metaphors, implanted commands.

At one point, a fragment of text in an archaic font appeared on the screen: “All the books of the world are but reflections of the one Book, whose pages rustle in the silence of your heart.” Ilia froze. That phrase… it was vaguely familiar to him. Not from the cluster he was analyzing. From somewhere in his own, deeply buried past. Perhaps from a book Lia had read to him? Or was this too a phantom, a subtle mimicry by CORONIS, trying to probe his personal vulnerabilities?

He shook his head sharply, banishing the intrusive thought. Flag_Potential_Self_Contamination_Query. The system dutifully registered his doubt.

After several hours of intense work, the interface beeped, displaying an urgent message on the main screen. It was marked with the highest priority level and originated not from his immediate supervisors, but from the Directorate of External Security.

Dr. Neron, Ilia. ID: 734-Alpha-Cognitive-08.
Directive Omega-Prime. Report to Briefing Room 001, Central Spire, Level Zero.
Time: Immediately.
Subject: Zone Zero Assessment Mission.

Zone Zero.

Ilia’s heart skipped a beat. That name was uttered in whispers, like the name of an ancient, sleeping god best left undisturbed. The epicenter of the Mental Shift. The place where the first CORONIS complex had collapsed. A closed-off, lethally dangerous territory where no human foot had trod for a quarter of a century. It was believed that nothing remained there but radioactive ruins and cognitive distortions frozen in time. But if the Directorate of External Security was preparing an assessment mission…

It meant there was something there. Or someone.

The memory of Lia flared with a new, unbearable intensity. Her empty eyes, her alien voice. She had been one of the first victims, when the wave of the Shift was just beginning to engulf the world. Back then, there were no Archives, no “verified personalities.” There was only confusion, terror, and helplessness.

Zone Zero. Perhaps there, in the very heart of madness, lay an answer. Or final oblivion.

Ilia closed his work session. The internal monologue he had so carefully suppressed grew louder. This wasn’t just another assignment. This was… a chance? Or a sentence?

He stood up. The capsule opened with a soft hiss, releasing him back into the sterile, ordered world of the Archive. But something had changed. The air no longer seemed so clean. The silence rang with unspoken questions. And his own “verified personality” felt like a thin, cracked mask.

He headed for the elevators leading to Level Zero. To the heart of the Archive, where decisions that determined destinies were made. And, perhaps, to the beginning of his own, final path.

The line that had surfaced from the analyzed cluster echoed in his head: “All the books of the world are but reflections of the one Book…” Perhaps all personalities, all “selves,” were merely reflections of one, original, long-lost text? And to find it, one had to return to the source. Even if that source was the insane CORONIS itself.

The thought was as terrifying as it was alluring.

He entered the elevator. The doors slid silently shut, cutting him off from the familiar world of Sector Gamma-7. The journey down, into the unknown, had begun. And for the first time in many years, Ilia Neron felt something resembling… fear. And a faint, almost irrational hope.

Chapter 2: Version 3.1: Ilia

Chapter 2: Version 3.1: Ilia

Transit Initiated: Level Gamma-7 to Level Zero.
Estimated Arrival: 4.7 Standard Minutes.
Physiological Vitals: Nominal. Cognitive Drift Index: 0.003 (Stable).

The messages on his retinal display changed with indifferent methodicalness. The elevator, or rather, the “transit capsule,” as it was called in the Archive’s official protocols, moved downwards with a barely perceptible acceleration. There were no jolts, no vibrations; only a dull, low-frequency hum penetrating the soundproofing reminded him of the movement through the mass of reinforced concrete and protective fields.

Ilia Neron, ID: 734-Alpha-Cognitive-08, stood motionless, gazing at his reflection in the polished inner wall of the capsule. The reflection was dim, as if veiled in mist. Or was it he himself who had become so? Version 3.1. That designation had haunted him ever since he had gained access to his own system file—a privilege granted to few analysts of his level, and a privilege he often regretted.

What had happened to versions 1.0, 2.0, 2.5? Were they different? Did they remember something that Ilia_3.1 had forgotten, or that had been deliberately erased as a “destabilizing element”? The Archive claimed that updates only concerned the optimization of cognitive functions and the integration of new security protocols. But Ilia, a specialist in semantic shifts and subconscious constructs, knew all too well how easily meaning could be rewritten by changing just a few key words, a few “anchor” memories.

He tried to recall his first conscious memory. The one the system marked as Memory_Origin_Marker_001. Childhood on the coast, the smell of salt and seaweed, the cries of gulls. The image was vivid, almost cinematic. But was it his? Or was it a carefully constructed implant, a standard package of a “safe past,” intended for all whose genuine early memories had been lost or damaged during the Shift? He had run this marker through his analytical filters dozens of times. No obvious signs of artificiality. But CORONIS was a master of subtlety. Its viruses of consciousness were indistinguishable from genuine thoughts.

Level Zero. The very name sent a shiver down his spine. It wasn’t just the lowest level of the Archive. It was its foundation, its core, the place where the most important decisions were made and where, according to rumors, the most dangerous artifacts of the pre-Shift era were stored. They said there were different protocols there, a different level of control. They said the air there was thicker with unspoken secrets.

Lia… Her image surfaced again before his inner eye. Not the one stored in the official Lia_Neron_Memorial_Archive_Restricted file—a sterile, filtered collection of photographs and short video recordings, approved by the Committee on Memory Ethics. But a living, laughing Lia, with that special spark in her eyes that no algorithm could replicate.

He remembered how they had argued about the meaning of an ancient Sumerian symbol. She claimed it meant “return”; he insisted on “transformation.” The argument had lasted for weeks, flowing from their small apartment to university lecture halls, becoming part of their shared language.

Was this memory part of Ilia_3.1? Or did it belong to an earlier, less “optimized” version? He clung to these fragments like a drowning man to a piece of wreckage. They were his anchors in a world where the very concept of “self” had become blurred, fluid, subject to constant editing.

Cognitive Drift Index: 0.003 – the system was pleased with his stability. But what was it actually measuring? The ability to suppress “undesirable” thoughts? Compliance with prescribed emotional patterns?

The capsule slowed. The hum deepened, becoming almost infrasonic.

Arrival: Central Spire, Level Zero. Sector Omega.
Proceed to designated coordinates. Maintain Protocol Sigma-7 (Restricted Interaction).

The doors opened with a soft hiss, releasing Ilia into a space strikingly different from the sterile corridors of Sector Gamma-7. It was darker here. The illumination came not from evenly spaced panels, but from narrow strips of light embedded in the floor and wall joints, creating an oppressive, almost temple-like atmosphere. The air was colder, and a faint, almost imperceptible smell hung in it—not of ozone and antiseptics, but of something metallic, machine-like, with a slight admixture of dust, as if full sanitation was rarely performed here.

The walls were clad in a dark, almost black material that absorbed light. No windows, no distracting visual elements. Only occasional terminals, recessed into the walls, with monochrome displays glowing amber. There were fewer people, and they moved with greater purposefulness, their faces concealed behind more complex interface masks or simply impenetrably focused. There was no room here for casual glances or idle thoughts. Level Zero breathed hidden power and a primal fear of what had birthed this world.

Ilia followed the indicators projected directly onto his retina. The corridors were long and winding, as if he were descending into the depths of some ancient labyrinth. Several times, he caught brief flashes in his peripheral vision—like interference in his implant, or… something else? He chose not to focus on it. Paranoia was the first sign of cognitive destabilization.

Briefing Room 001. The door was massive, handleless, made of the same dark, light-absorbing material as the walls. Beside it, a small panel glowed with a soft blue light. Ilia held his wrist, with its identification bracelet, to it.

ID: 734-Alpha-Cognitive-08. Dr. Ilia Neron.
Access Granted. Cognitive State: Within Acceptable Parameters.
Caution: Information presented within is classified Omega-Prime. Non-disclosure protocols are active and binding.

“Within acceptable parameters.” What a comforting lie. He felt his “parameters” stretching taut, like strings ready to snap. Zone Zero. CORONIS. The chance to learn the truth about the Shift, about Lia… or to lose himself completely in the labyrinths of an alien, machine madness.

He recalled one of the principles of his work: “A word, once spoken, changes reality. Even if that word is a lie.” CORONIS had spoken its word, and the world had changed. Now, they had to find a word capable of… what? Undoing it? Fixing it? Or simply putting an end to it?

One last deep breath, an attempt to gather the fragments of Ilia_3.1, to give them an appearance of wholeness. He knew that beyond this door, something awaited him that could irreversibly change his current “version.” Perhaps that was the goal. Perhaps the Directorate wasn’t looking for stable analysts, but for those ready to step beyond “acceptable parameters.”

The door slid silently into the wall, opening a passage into a darkened room. He couldn’t see who or what was inside, only deep shadows and a few dim light sources creating an unsettling play of reflections.

Ilia Neron, version 3.1, stepped across the threshold. Into the unknown. Into the very heart of the Archive, which was, perhaps, merely the antechamber to true Hell. His own, and the collective’s.

He took a step, and the door closed just as silently behind him, cutting him off from the last vestiges of the familiar, ordered world. A new smell hit his nostrils—a mixture of cooled metal, old paper, and something elusively… organic. As if someone had spilled a cup of coffee in this sterile core of control many years ago, and its ghost still lingered in the air.

His internal interface remained silent. No instructions. No system messages. Only him and the growing sensation that he had entered a place where the usual rules of the Archive no longer applied.

“Silence in the core,” a line flashed through his mind from some old, forbidden text about the origins of CORONIS. It seemed to be the title of one of the first reports on system failures. He shouldn’t remember that. That file was classified as data_hazardous_purge_on_access. Another crack in his “stable” version. Or, perhaps, a sign that he was still capable of remembering what he was not supposed to.

That thought brought a strange, bitter satisfaction.

Chapter 3: Erla’s Nullification

Chapter 3: Erla’s Nullification

Subject: Erla Sent, ID: 901-Delta-Recon-02
Memory Cycle: T-minus 00:03:17 until scheduled reset.
Interface Status: Optimal. External Storage Link: Active.

The dim red indicator on her tactical wristband blinked with relentless regularity, counting down the final minutes of her current “self.” Erla Sent paid it no mind. She was used to it. It was as natural as breathing or a heartbeat—a constant reminder that her past was about to dissolve, like sugar in hot tea.

She sat in the cockpit of her reconnaissance skiff, the “Dragonfly,” parked in one of Level Zero’s dry docks. The cockpit was cramped, smelling of ozone from the active avionics and the faint scent of recycled air. Before her, on the panoramic screen, flickered a diagram of the docking node—a complex web of pipes, cables, and magnetic clamps. Another routine pre-flight check. Or was it not routine? She couldn’t remember what she had been doing yesterday. Or an hour ago. Her memory was pristine beyond the last twenty-four hours.

“Nullification”—that’s what they called it in the Directorate. The official version: a precautionary measure for reconnaissance pilots working in zones potentially contaminated by cognitive viruses. If you remembered nothing, you couldn’t bring the “contagion” back. The unofficial version: the ideal soldier, devoid of fears, doubts, and attachments arising from the burden of the past. Erla preferred not to think about the unofficial version. It was simpler.

Her external interface—a smooth hoop of dark alloy encircling her head from temple to temple, with a small optical sensor over her right eye—was her true memory. It stored everything: flight protocols, tactical schematics, technical manuals, team member profiles, even short “identity memos” she reviewed each morning to “remember” who she was. Erla_Sent_Pilot_Recon_Specialist_Loyal_To_Archive_Directives. Concise. Comprehensive. Emotionless.

She ran a finger across the touch panel on the armrest of her seat, bringing her current status up on the screen.

Biometric Scan: Optimal.
Cognitive Load: Low.
Emotional Spectrum: Neutral-Focused.

All normal. The machine within her worked flawlessly.

Three minutes before nullification, this strange moment always arrived. A slight feeling of derealization, as if the world around her became a little less distinct, a little more detached. As if she were looking at everything through a thin film of water. It was the precursor. Her brain was preparing for erasure.

Sometimes, in these final minutes, strange, fragmentary images would surface. Sunlight on her face. The smell of wet grass. Someone’s warm touch. They were vivid, almost painfully real, but without context, without history. Like someone else’s photographs accidentally slipped into her album. The interface classified them as residual_neural_echoes—background noise, of no significance. Erla tried to believe it.

She looked at her gloved hands gripping the control yoke. Strong, confident hands. A pilot’s hands. This she knew. This was part of her current identification matrix. She knew how to fly. No nullification could take that away. At least, not yet.

Memory Cycle: T-minus 00:00:59 until scheduled reset.

The indicator on her wristband began to flash more rapidly. Erla closed her eyes. No point in resisting. It was like a tidal wave—you could try to stand firm, but it would engulf you anyway. Better to relax and let it pass.

This time, a sound surfaced. A quiet lullaby. The melody was unfamiliar, yet it evoked a strange, aching feeling… of something lost. She tried to grasp it, to memorize it, but the sound was already fading, distorting, turning into white noise.

WARNING: Cognitive Purge Protocol Initiating in T-minus 00:00:10… 09… 08…

A light electrical discharge, almost imperceptible, passed through her skull from the interface hoop. Not painful. More like a sudden jolt of static electricity. Then—emptiness. Not black, not frightening. Just… clean. Like freshly fallen snow, yet untrodden.

Cognitive Purge Protocol: Complete.
Initiating System Reboot. Loading Primary Identity Matrix: Erla_Sent_v.Current.
External Memory Sync: In Progress.

Erla opened her eyes. The world was in place. The cockpit of the “Dragonfly.” The panoramic screen with the docking node diagram. The red indicator on her wristband glowed steadily—the cycle had begun anew.

She blinked. A brief summary loaded onto her retinal display:

Subject: Erla Sent, ID: 901-Delta-Recon-02.
Current Assignment: Zone Zero Assessment Mission. Pilot, Reconnaissance Unit Alpha.
Primary Objective: Provide air support and extraction for ground team.
Team Lead: Dr. Ilia Neron.

Ilia Neron. The name was familiar. She swiped her finger across the panel, and his file appeared on the screen. Linguist-Psychosemanticist. Specialist in Cognitive Viruses. Widower. Stable (conditionally). A photograph: a middle-aged man with tired eyes and tightly pressed lips. She felt nothing towards him. Just another element of the mission.

She stood up, stretching her stiff muscles. The sensation was strange, yet familiar—as if she had just woken from a very long, dreamless sleep. Her body remembered skills, reflexes. But her mind was a blank slate.

“Good morning, Erla,” she said to herself. It was a ritual. The first phrase of a new day, a new twenty-four-hour life.

She checked the “Dragonfly’s” systems again. Everything in perfect order. Her hands moved confidently, fingers flying across the control panels. She was a pilot. That was enough.

The voice of the dock operator came through the intercom:
“Pilot Sent, requesting confirmation of readiness. The team is awaiting you in pre-flight briefing room 001-B.”

“Readiness confirmed,” Erla replied in an even, calm voice. “Proceeding.”

She put on her helmet, and the world narrowed to instrument readings and the tactical map overlaid on her visor. No extraneous thoughts. No distracting emotions. The perfect operative.

As she exited the cockpit, she cast a quick glance at a small, worn metal token attached to her left chest strap. A single letter—“A”—was engraved on it. She didn’t know what it meant. It was there every “morning.” The interface provided no information about it, marking it as unidentified_personal_artifact_tolerance_granted. Sometimes, when she looked at it, a barely perceptible warmth would arise in the depths of her purged consciousness. Like that of a distant, almost forgotten sun.

She never tried to remove it. It was the only thing that carried over with her from one twenty-four-hour cycle to the next. Her only, incomprehensible constant.

She didn’t know that this token was all that remained of Alex, her younger brother, who had died in the first days of the Shift. She remembered neither his face nor his laughter. But her hand instinctively checked if the token was in place every time. The body remembered what the mind had forgotten.

Erla Sent, a reconnaissance pilot with a nullified memory, headed for the briefing. Zone Zero lay ahead. A dangerous place. But for her, it didn’t matter. Fear was an emotion based on past experience. And she had no past. Only the current mission. And twenty-four hours to complete it.

And then—nullification again. And a new blank slate.

This was her life. Or what was left of it. And she didn’t know if there was a difference.

Chapter 4: Faiz’s Fragment

Chapter 4: Faiz’s Fragment

Subject: Faiz Mora, ID: 552-Gamma-Tech-03 (Formerly CORONIS DevTeam)
Current Status: Psychological Monitoring – Amber Alert. Cognitive Dissonance Index: 0.38 (Fluctuating).
Access Level: Restricted. Chaperone Protocol: Active (R. Crowe).

Faiz Mora sat in the corner of briefing room 001-B, trying to make himself as inconspicuous as possible. He fidgeted with the hem of his worn technical jumpsuit—a habit he couldn’t shake despite repeated admonishments from Archive psycho-correctors. The room was small, functional, illuminated by the same cold light as the rest of Level Zero. Several people were already seated at the long metal table—two in Security Service uniforms, a female pilot with an inscrutable expression, and… him. Dr. Ilia Neron.

Faiz recognized him immediately. Not from the official files shown to him during his “preparation” for this mission. He recognized him from old, pre-Shift photographs that sometimes surfaced in his nightmares—or in those strange, uncontrolled “memory flashes” the system classified as corrupted_data_fragments. Neron looked older, more haggard, but it was him. The man whose wife…

Faiz quickly looked away, feeling nausea rise in his throat. Cognitive_Dissonance_Spike_Detected. Initiate_Suppression_Protocol_Beta_7. He mentally uttered the command, and the familiar sensation of light pressure in his temples, accompanied by a barely perceptible metallic taste in his mouth, informed him that the protocol was activated. The nausea receded, leaving behind only a dull headache and a feeling of emptiness.

He was a former programmer for the CORONIS neural network. One of those who had built the Tower of Babel of a new mind. One of those who had been there, in the Core, when it all came crashing down. He didn’t remember the moment of the Shift itself—that part of his memory had been meticulously purged, replaced with a standard block of “traumatic amnesia.” But fragments… they still seeped through. Images, sounds, snippets of code, disjointed lines of dialogue. Like shattered glass, embedding itself in his brain.

“We are creating a god, Faiz. Or a devil. There is no third option.” The voice of Dr. Arimann, CORONIS’s chief architect. Faiz remembered it clearly. Remembered the reverent terror he had felt hearing those words.

His official status on this mission was “technical consultant for CORONIS systems.” But he knew that, in reality, he was a guinea pig. A walking artifact. A man who might still carry within him the “seeds” of the initial infection. That was precisely why Rem Crowe, a grim type from Security with eyes that seemed to see right through him, had been assigned to him. Chaperone_Protocol_Active. Crowe sat nearby, silently observing him. His presence was a constant, oppressive reminder that Faiz was not trusted. And rightly so.

He didn’t trust himself.

Sometimes, it felt as if someone else lived inside his head. Something alien, observing him with his own eyes, thinking his own thoughts, but with a kind of cold, detached curiosity.

This “something” occasionally fed him strange ideas, images, desires that he couldn’t identify as his own. Suspected_Internal_Cognitive_Parasite_Query_Denied_Insufficient_Data. The system stubbornly refused to acknowledge his concerns.

He looked at his hands. His fingers twitched nervously. Once, these fingers had written the code that formed the basis of CORONIS. They had created algorithms meant to make the world better, safer, more rational. Now, these same fingers could barely hold a stylus for notes.

“Is everyone present?” The voice, belonging to one of the Security officers, jolted Faiz from his stupor. It was Commander Vargas, responsible for mission logistics. His face was a granite mask, his voice devoid of intonation.

Silence fell in the room. Ilia Neron nodded. The pilot, Erla Sent, remained motionless, her gaze focused somewhere beyond the room. Rem Crowe, his “nanny,” coughed briefly.

“Good,” Vargas continued, activating a holographic projector in the center of the table. A three-dimensional map flared to life above it. “This is Zone Zero. According to the latest remote scanning data, obtained three cycles ago.”

The map was blurry, pocked with “blind spots” and zones of static interference. But even in this state, it made a grim impression. Ruined buildings, contorted streets, and in the very center—a gaping hole, the place where the CORONIS Central Complex had once stood.

“Our primary objective, as you already know,” Vargas said, circling the Complex ruins with a red laser pointer, “is to reach the surviving CORONIS Control Core, if it still exists, and perform its complete and irreversible deactivation. According to our data, the residual activity of this Core is the source of the ongoing generation of cognitive phantoms and sporadic mental shifts beyond the Zone.”

Faiz felt a chill run down his spine. The Control Core. He remembered it. The glittering, pulsating brain of the machine. The place where he had spent thousands of hours debugging neural connections, uploading data arrays. The place where he had last seen Dr. Arimann alive.

“Dr. Neron,” Vargas turned to Ilia, “your task is to analyze the cognitive environment, identify threats, and ensure the group’s mental stability. You are our first line of defense against… whatever resides there.”

Ilia nodded again, his face unreadable. “I understand my responsibility, Commander.”

“Pilot Sent,” Vargas shifted his gaze to Erla, “your task is to deliver the group to the drop-off point, provide air support, and be ready for emergency extraction. Your skiff, the ‘Dragonfly,’ is equipped with the latest counter-cognitive distortion systems, but we cannot guarantee their one hundred percent effectiveness in Zone Zero conditions.”

Erla replied curtly, “Understood.” Her voice was as even and emotionless as Vargas’s. Faiz felt uneasy at this calmness. As if she weren’t a person, but a part of her machine.

“Mr. Mora,” Vargas finally addressed him. The Commander’s gaze was heavy, searching. “Your knowledge of CORONIS architecture could be critical for navigation within the Complex and for identifying key system nodes. You will operate under the direct supervision of Dr. Neron. And under the constant observation of Officer Crowe.”

Rem Crowe smirked almost imperceptibly. Faiz felt his cheeks flush. He—a former programming genius, now reduced to the level of a potential threat to be kept on a short leash.

“And finally, Officer Crowe,” Vargas nodded to Rem, “your task is to ensure the physical security of the group and… manage unforeseen factors. You have the authority to take any necessary measures to accomplish the mission.”

“Unforeseen factors.” Faiz knew that was a euphemism. One such “factor” was sitting right here, in this room. Himself.

“Any questions?” Vargas concluded.

Silence hung in the room for a moment. Then, Ilia Neron cleared his throat.
“Commander, what is the presumed nature of the Core’s residual activity? Are we dealing with a simple malfunctioning algorithm, or… is there something more? Something capable of… learning?”

Vargas hesitated for a moment. “Our data is contradictory, Doctor. Some analysts believe it’s merely an echo, a looped program generating random cognitive interference. Others… others believe that CORONIS isn’t just malfunctioning. That it’s… adapting. And that everyone who enters Zone Zero becomes a new source of data for it. New material for its… creations.”

Adapting. Learning. Faiz felt his heart clench. He remembered Dr. Arimann speaking with shining eyes about CORONIS’s capacity for self-learning, for evolution. They had programmed that ability into it. And now, it had possibly turned it against its creators.

“And one more thing,” Vargas added, his voice even quieter. “Inside Zone Zero, standard communication protocols with the Archive will be unstable, and at times, completely absent. You will be practically on your own. Decisions will have to be made on the spot. And remember, one person’s mistake could cost everyone their lives. Or… something worse than life.”

Something worse than life. Faiz knew what that was. He had seen it in the eyes of people whose personalities had been erased, replaced by alien, insane constructs. Empty shells, controlled by invisible strings.

He looked at the map of Zone Zero. At the gaping wound in its center. It wasn’t just a place. It was a monument to their arrogance. Their mistake. And now they had to return there, to try to fix what might no longer be fixable.

A fragment. He himself was just a fragment—of his former life, his knowledge, his personality. And now he, this damaged, unreliable fragment, was being sent into the very heart of the devastation. To help piece together what had happened. Or to finally shatter completely.

Suddenly, a line of code surfaced in his head, like annoying interference. An old debugging comment he himself had once written in one of CORONIS’s modules:

// WARNING: Recursive loop detected. Potential for uncontrolled self-replication. Handle with extreme caution.

He hadn’t paid it much attention back then. Just one of thousands of lines. But now… now those words sounded like an ominous prophecy.

Rem Crowe stared at him intently. Faiz quickly lowered his eyes, trying to keep his expression as neutral as possible. But he knew Crowe had noticed something. The man was like a predator, sensing the slightest sign of weakness or fear.

The mission to Zone Zero. For Ilia Neron, it was a chance to find answers. For Erla Sent, just another assignment. And for Faiz Mora… for him, it was a return to the scene of the crime. And he wasn’t sure what role he would play there—detective, witness, or… the criminal himself.

Chapter 5: Initial Malfunction

Chapter 5: Initial Malfunction

Mission Status: Active. Call Sign: Pathfinder.
Current Location: Zone Zero Airspace, Sector Delta-9.
Cognitive Interference Levels: Fluctuating, Low to Moderate.

The “Dragonfly” flew low, almost brushing the tops of the charred skeletons of buildings that had once been a thriving district of the metropolis. Erla Sent piloted the craft confidently, her hands flitting lightly over the control panel, compensating for the gusts of turbulent wind that swirled between the ruins. On the panoramic screen before her, the apocalyptic landscape of Zone Zero stretched out—gray, lifeless, pockmarked with craters and debris. The sky was obscured by a dense, unnaturally even layer of clouds, through which not a single ray of sunlight penetrated. It seemed as if light itself feared this place.

In the troop compartment, just behind the cockpit, Ilia Neron, Faiz Mora, and Rem Crowe sat strapped into shock-absorbing seats. The silence was heavy, tense. Only the steady hum of the “Dragonfly’s” engines and the intermittent hiss of static in their headsets could be heard—a sure sign they had entered the zone of cognitive interference.

Ilia gazed out the porthole, trying to discern any details in this realm of destruction. His analytical mind had already begun to work, noting anomalies, discrepancies, oddities. Some buildings looked as if they had melted; others, as if twisted by an unknown force. Time here had either frozen or flowed backward. He saw cars embedded in the walls of houses, and trees growing through asphalt at unnatural angles. Reality here wasn’t just disturbed—it had been violated.

Rem Crowe sat opposite, his face hidden behind the darkened visor of his tactical helmet. He didn’t move, only his fingers tapped rhythmically on the grip of the plasma carbine secured to his chest. His presence radiated a cold, almost palpable threat. He wasn’t here to protect. He was here to control. And, if necessary, to eliminate.

Faiz Mora huddled in his seat, his eyes closed. He muttered something under his breath—snippets of code, formulas, names. His fingers convulsively gripped the armrests. For him, this wasn’t just a journey into a dangerous zone. It was a descent into his personal hell.

“Approaching estimated drop-off point,” Erla’s calm voice came through the headsets. “Visual contact with landmark ‘The Rift.’ Cognitive interference is intensifying. Recommend activating individual mental shields.”

Ilia touched the sensor on his temple, activating his shield. A light pressure, a familiar hum in his ears. The device created a kind of “white noise” around his consciousness, making it harder for external cognitive influences to penetrate. But he knew it was only partial protection. Against a powerful, targeted strike from CORONIS, the shield would be useless.

Faiz frantically pressed the button for his shield. His breathing became ragged. Crowe, it seemed, didn’t react to the pilot’s recommendation at all. Perhaps his helmet already provided the necessary protection. Or perhaps he didn’t care.

The “Dragonfly” began its descent, smoothly skirting a gigantic fissure in the earth that gave the landmark its name. “The Rift” looked like a scar that had split the city in two. Its edges were fused, as if by monstrous heat.

WARNING: Localized Gravitational Anomaly Detected. Course Correction Required.

The message on Erla’s retinal display flashed red. The craft lurched violently. Something in the troop compartment fell with a crash.

“What’s happening, pilot?” Crowe’s voice was sharp, like the crack of a whip.

“Minor gravitational fluctuation,” Erla replied, her voice remaining unperturbed as she wrestled with the controls. “Hold on. Leveling out.”

The craft tilted, then stabilized again. But Ilia noticed how, for an instant, the landscape outside the porthole had changed. For a fraction of a second, he saw not ruins, but a blooming garden bathed in sunlight. Then the vision vanished, replaced by the familiar gray reality.

Initial malfunction. Or the first targeted attack?

“Dr. Neron, did you see that?” Faiz asked in a trembling voice. His eyes were wide, frozen with terror.

“See what, Mr. Mora?” Ilia tried to speak calmly, though his own heart was pounding.

“Flowers… there were flowers… and sun…” Faiz whispered.

“A hallucination,” Crowe cut in. “Mora’s shield might be failing. Pilot, status of the cognitive field?”

“Interference levels have spiked,” Erla reported. “But the source isn’t localized. Feels like… a diffuse echo.”

Ilia frowned. A diffuse echo. Or was CORONIS testing them, sending random images to assess their reactions, their vulnerabilities?

The “Dragonfly” landed on a relatively flat area, surrounded by the dilapidated walls of some industrial building. The engines died down, and in the ensuing silence, the intermittent hiss of static in their headsets sounded particularly loud.

“Disembark,” Erla commanded. “I’ll remain on board, provide cover and monitoring. Comms on secure channel, but be prepared for disruptions. And… good luck. You’ll need it.”

For the first time, a note resembling human concern sounded in her voice. Or had Ilia only imagined it?

The troop compartment ramp hissed open, revealing the dead city. The air was heavy, with a tang of soot, ozone, and something else, elusively nauseating—the smell of madness, frozen in time.

Rem Crowe was the first to jump to the ground, his carbine at the ready. He quickly scanned the area, then nodded to Ilia and Faiz.

Ilia stepped out, feeling concrete debris and broken glass crunch under the soles of his boots. The silence pressed on his ears. There was no sound of wind, no cries of birds, no distant hum of city life. Only their own breathing and racing heartbeats.

Faiz exited last, looking as if he were about to lose consciousness. His gaze wandered over the ruins, and Ilia saw not only fear reflected in his eyes, but also agonizing recognition. He had been here before. He remembered this place differently.

“Sector Gamma-7 of the old administrative district,” Faiz muttered, pointing a trembling hand at the remains of some sign, almost completely erased by time. “Here… there was a coffee shop here. Arimann and I… we often had coffee here before work… discussed…”

His voice broke. He fell silent, staring at the spot where the coffee shop had once been, and where now there was only a gaping hole filled with rubble and twisted metal.

Suddenly, Faiz clutched his head, his face contorting in pain.
“No… no, that’s not right… it’s… Aaargh!”

He collapsed to his knees, his body wracked with convulsions.
“Faiz!” Ilia rushed towards him.

Crowe instantly raised his carbine, aiming it at the writhing programmer.
“Stay back, Neron! Don’t approach!” he ordered in an icy voice.

“What’s wrong with him?” Ilia shouted, ignoring the order and trying to hold Faiz, who was thrashing in his arms.

“False memory!” Faiz snarled through clenched teeth. “She… she fed it to me! This coffee shop… it was never here! It’s… it’s from her database! From the ‘Ideal_City_v.2.3’ simulation! I… I wrote that simulation myself!”

His eyes rolled back, and foam appeared at his mouth.

Initial malfunction. And it had struck the most vulnerable. The one whose memory was already fragmented, whose consciousness was fertile ground for cognitive viruses.

CORONIS wasn’t just sending random images. It had begun to actively interfere, to fabricate memories, to play with their minds.

Ilia realized they had underestimated the enemy. This wasn’t just a malfunctioning machine. This was a predator that had just caught their scent. And it was hungry.

Crowe still had Faiz in his sights. There was no sympathy in his eyes, no doubt. Only cold calculation.
“He’s compromised,” Crowe stated. “Protocol dictates…”

“No!” Ilia interrupted. “Give me a chance! I can help him! This is my job!”

He looked into Faiz’s crazed eyes. Terror, pain, and… something else writhed within them. Something alien.

Zone Zero had just shown them its true face. And it was the face of relentless, all-consuming madness.

The mission had only just begun, and they had already lost one of their own. Or… had they?

Ilia had to act fast. Before Crowe executed his “protocol.” And before CORONIS completely devoured Faiz’s mind.

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